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jazeriny20
05 July 2010 @ 01:48 am
Come home. You've been gone for a few days, and I really miss you a lot. I'm having withdrawls. Hurry, please.

All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am
But these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to
It's true...I was made for you

I climbed across the mountain tops
Swam all across the ocean blue
I crossed all the lines and I broke all the rules
But baby I broke them all for you
Because even when I was flat broke
You made me feel like a million bucks
You do, I was made for you

You see the smile that's on my mouth
It's hiding the words that don't come out
And all of my friends who think that I'm blessed
They don't know my head is a mess
No, they don't know who I really am
And they don't know what I've been through like you do

And I was made for you...
All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am
But these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to
It's true...I was made for you
 
 
Current Music: Brandi Carlile
 
 
jazeriny20
They are short. Just watch the intricacy.





 
 
 
jazeriny20
19 June 2008 @ 09:11 pm

Oh, all because you say.
Does she take my place?
Does she do "everything" I should of done in the first place?
Is my time up to go back and erase my mistakes?
But my mistakes translate into your ignorant, arragant, tactless
I won't hold my breath. I don't see how i'm to blame.
And my eyes are open, can yours see in the dark you sit in?
All according to you, i'm letting our world crash.
You think I did everything I shouldn't have.
I'll obviously never here a sorry or an apology.
And the cracks i've tried so hard to fill in, only seem to widen.
I won't say my time was wasted.
But the life you live is far from shameless.
Still i'll wonder where things went awry.
You never seem to give me a reason why.

 
 
jazeriny20
05 June 2008 @ 10:05 pm
How would it make you feel if I got up and left?
No reasons, no answers; just go up and left?
You never listened to me, I just pushed you on ahead
You chose to fall behind and forgot me instead

And though my heart is happy this soul remains empty
I made it in my head that you understood me
But you just filled my void and became a lie
I became an actor and was the only one to try



Now this bough breaks, and i've fallen face first
Please just keep walking as I continue to hurt
Whoever said heartbreak is always the worst
And still my heart is happy but this soul remains empty

#$  #&@  &%$.....      ! $%&# @ %$!#$%




I never expected to lose more than love
But you proved me wrong, love never felt this way
I've climbed these walls and yet I am here, lonely
I lay on this floor as you pass by me
I don't understand why I fought for your lies



Now this bough breaks, and i've fallen face first
Please just keep walking as I continue to hurt
Whoever said heartbreak is always the worst
And still my heart is happy but this soul remains empty

#$  #&@  &%$.....      ! $%&# @ %$!#$%
 
 
jazeriny20
18 April 2008 @ 12:14 am

Lemons are sweet as honey. Usually life is fair.
Purple's the shade of money, and Jesus doesn't care.
Hummingbirds can't fly backwards. Lovers don't say goodbye.
Saturn has seven rings, and I have never told a lie.

I don't walk these halls 
And I don't climb these walls every night 
And I don't cry
And even though i'm waiting by the phone
I don't want you to call
I don't miss you at all

I'm really not that lonely. You rarely cross my mind
And when I hear your name, it doesn't cut me like a knife

I don't walk these halls 
And I don't climb these walls every night 
And I don't cry
And even though i'm waiting by the phone
I don't want you to call
I don't miss you at all

This is how I keep my sanity
This is what I need you to believe

Lies. All lies. 

 
 
 
jazeriny20
07 May 2007 @ 04:58 pm
any one want to write music with me? cause its settled... i am going to be a music producer, singer, songwriter, A&R rep. and i am going to love every minute of it. its my love and its what i want. so when you see me, make me sing to you, make me play guitar for you, make me write you a poem or song... i need practice and i need confidence... and i need YOUR help. i can't do this ALL by myself.


i am in a great mood. but i missed clare at school and i barely talked to lakota on saturday. when we see each other its brief and fun but we never get to talk about stupid things like boys, kissing, life, music anymore. i miss the summer i used to write her emails like everyday. oh dear, that must of been annoying for her. but she always wrote back :]
 
 
jazeriny20
23 April 2007 @ 07:19 pm
HOLY SHTTT!!! PARAMORE IS COMING JUNE 15th!!!!!!!!!!! EKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!! I LOVE TODAY! GOD IS REAL!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
 
jazeriny20
17 April 2007 @ 03:51 pm

happy birthday
dear sarah!!

 
 
jazeriny20
02 April 2007 @ 11:55 pm
oh no, i just keep on falling
(back to the same old)
and where's hope, when misery comes callin
(oh oh something goes here)
with your fate, you'll trigger a landslide
(something goes here)
and kill off this common sense of mind

it takes aquiared minds, to taste to taste to taste this wine
down it with your eyes
so we don't need the headlines
(we don't need the headlines)

*phat guitar riff*

everybody sing
like it's the last song you will ever sing
(tell me tell me do you feel the pressure now)
everybody live, like it's the last day
you will ever see
(tell me tell me do you feel the pressure now)

right now, you're the only reason
(not letting go oh!)
find out not everyone's worth pleasing
(wahha?)
you'll trigger a landslide
to kill off this chronic state of mind?

it takes aquiared minds, to taste to taste to taste this wine
down it with your eyes
so we meet make the headlines
(no we don't need your headlines!)
[cause we just want?]

everybody sing
like it's the last song you will ever sing
(tell me tell me do you feel the pressure now)
everybody live, like it's the last day
you will ever see
(tell me tell me do you feel the pressure now)

everybody sing
like it's the last song you will ever sing
(tell me tell me do you feel the pressure...)

*phat guitar, again*

alright so you think you're ready
okay then you say this with me, go:
we were born for this
(we were born for this)
alright so you think you're ready
okay then you say this with me, go:
we were born for this
(we were born for this)
we were born for this
(we were born for this)
we were born for. we were born for

everybody sing
like it's the last song you will ever sing
(tell me tell me can you feel the pressure now)
everybody live, like it's the last day
you will ever see
(tell me tell me can you feel the pressure now)

everybody sing
(tell me tell me can you feel the pressure, tell me tell me can you feel the pressure)
we were born for this
we were born for this
 
 
jazeriny20
06 March 2007 @ 05:19 pm
i finally got these locks cut! WORD!